730

I am not afraid of death
since the day you left
Coz I know when I am having my last breath
We'll be having a fest :)

-Phei-
730 days since you left

I miss you. Too much. So much. Very much. Every moment. Every day.

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My dearest สุดที่รัก

เพียงเวลาแค่ไม่นาน ทำให้เราได้คุ้นเคย
It took only a short time for us to be so close
สุขและทุกข์ที่ล่วงเลย มันทำให้เรายิ่งผูกพัน
All the happy and difficult moments that we went through together made our relationship stronger
แต่เวลาคือสิ่งเลวร้ายเช่นกัน เวลาช่างแสนสั้น
But time is such a bad thing. Time is so short
ทำให้เราต้องจากกัน
Forcing us to be separated

สุดเส้นทางปรายขอบฟ้า ชะตาได้กำหนด
But faith and destiny had been set
ไม่อาจจะพบกัน แต่ตัวฉันไม่เคยจะลืมเธอ
Although we couldn't meet anymore, but I'll never forget you
ภาพเก่าคืนย้อนมา
All the memories came haunting back
จุดจบคือน้ำตา และรักที่ยังไม่เคยจางหาย
The finale is the tears, but love is never faded

แม้ว่าวันนี้เธอจะอยู่แสนไกล
Even though today you are so far away
แต่ความทรงจำดีๆนั้นไม่เคยจางหาย
But the good memories that we shared, will never fade
ตราบที่ดาวเต็มฟ้าเธอยังคงวนเวียนในหัวใจ
As long as the stars still filled the sky, you will always be in my heart
หลับให้สบายสักวันคงพบกัน สุดที่รัก
Sleep well, one day we will meet again, my dear.

(retrospect)

R.I.P Tam Lak

I received news about a fellow Rotarian who passed away in the morning of 2nd April. Although I only knew him for few months, I know that he was an incredible person, who had been actively helping the community through a lot of projects, with the significant one being the distribution of aids to people during the Kedah flood last year, that got him a new name, Mr. Jacob.


His passing is a great loss to Rotary Club Alor Star. He may not be with us anymore, but his name will live on forever. RIP Tam Lak.

I Hate Sotong!!!

F U, sotong!!

What's up, doc?

I wanted to open the door, but I was so so scared of getting hurt.

I ended up closing the door again.

Guess I'm just a coward after all.

Life Is Uncertain, But Death Is

If my grandma could send me an sms, she would tell me: “Yo, move on already, will ya?”

I’ll probably reply her: “Chill maemae, wassup with that? You left a year plus ago. Give me more time yo! I’ll continue waiting to the day I can see you again.”

lol!~

- - -

Have you ever thought that, if one day you leave the world, either suddenly or it is THAT time already, what will your love ones react? (*Notes: Only LOVE ones)

If I die today, I know my love ones will be distraught and sad. But I don’t want them to be sad, or shed any tears for my departure. I only left for good.

But if my mom dies today, I don’t know what my life will turn out to be. I might … I don’t know. In my life, all I ever scared so much is grandma and mom leaving me. (Besides this, I’m also afraid of snakes. I hate them!) Now that grandma has left to the other side, back to her mom and dad, I don’t want my mom to leave me too. But someday, we will two worlds apart eventually.

I can only hope that they will wait for me. But like Eric Clapton sings: “Would you know my name, if I saw you in heaven? Would you be the same, if I saw you heaven?” And Kavana asking: “They will never bring you home to me, so will you wait for me in heaven?”





If my grandma were a big fan of RJA, she would sing me this:

But if I should fall [don't wait]
Then you should move on [don't wait]
I will always watch out for you from up above.
Now don't take this wrong [don't wait]
But you should move on [don't wait]
I will always watch over you from up above.

I love you maemae.
I miss those days that we could joke around about everything from boys to lice.