Friday, October 28, 2011

Friday, October 7, 2011

My Little Girl Crush


Want to know my little secret?
*wink*

I have a girl crush on this girl.

























It's Vanessa Hudgens.

Before you go hoo-haa whether I have turned into gay (not to say that it's wrong to be happy), let's define what is "Girl Crush".

Feelings of admiration and adoration which a girl has for another girl, without wanting to shag said girl. A nonsexual attraction, usually based on veneration at some level.
Urban Dic

Before this, I just saw her as another Disney actress. But after I watched HSM borrowed from my ex, I could see that this girl is pretty cute. Then I watched HSM 2 and continued with HSM 3, I was quite impressed (by her beauty), especially in this part:





Then whenever there are films by Baby V, I'll watch.
E.g: Bandslam (Aly Michalka's singing is g.o.o.d good);
Beastly (Alex Pettyfer is so so cool. Arghhhhh!);
and the sucky Sucker Punch (I can't believe that was the girl in A Series of Unfortunate Events. She looks like an AV star in this film).

Besides her, my long time girl crush is Kristin Kreuk. I dragged my mom to go watch Chun Li with me just because of her. :D

















I really want Lana Lang and Lex Luthor to be together.
Lexana anyone
?

Wednesday, October 5, 2011

Window Live Spaces









I was sad because Spaces was no longer exist and I lost all my old entries there. Those entries hold quite a value for me because they were quotes and the thought that I felt at that moment. Whenever I was angry, pissed-off, emo, heart-broken, I would write those feelings there.







And I don't think I receive any notice to move the content to WordPress. :( Maybe it was in my junk mail.

Maybe it is a sign for me to forget the pasts, and start anew.

Doubt

Is it the right thing to do?
Is it the right choice?
Is it even the right time?
Is this what I want my life to be?
Am I ready? Mentally? "Heartally"?
I am doubting myself... I am such an asshole.

A father with NO OTHER WOMAN

saw this comment here.

Escape


Sometimes (Most of the time) I feel like running away to a place where nobody knows me.
Far far away...

Wednesday, August 31, 2011

When you want the thing that you wanted not to want you...

As per title...

In 2006, I was so so disappointed I was accepted to do my degree in UUM, which is so hulu; instead of UM, UKM, UPM, USM...

In 2011, I am so so disappointed I wasn't accepted to do my master in UUM, which is so so near to my house I can travel back everyday, hence saving the accommodation and makan money. Instead, I was accepted to do my postgrad degree "oversea".

Well, whatever. 18 months is very short.

ROCK!!

and

PURPLE

is the new

BLACK

yo!~

Thursday, August 11, 2011

730

I am not afraid of death
since the day you left
Coz I know when I am having my last breath
We'll be having a fest :)

-Phei-
730 days since you left

I miss you. Too much. So much. Very much. Every moment. Every day.

Thursday, June 16, 2011

Thursday, April 7, 2011

My dearest สุดที่รัก




เพียงเวลาแค่ไม่นาน ทำให้เราได้คุ้นเคย
It took only a short time for us to be so close
สุขและทุกข์ที่ล่วงเลย มันทำให้เรายิ่งผูกพัน
All the happy and difficult moments that we went through together made our relationship stronger
แต่เวลาคือสิ่งเลวร้ายเช่นกัน เวลาช่างแสนสั้น
But time is such a bad thing. Time is so short
ทำให้เราต้องจากกัน
Forcing us to be separated

สุดเส้นทางปรายขอบฟ้า ชะตาได้กำหนด
But faith and destiny had been set
ไม่อาจจะพบกัน แต่ตัวฉันไม่เคยจะลืมเธอ
Although we couldn't meet anymore, but I'll never forget you
ภาพเก่าคืนย้อนมา
All the memories came haunting back
จุดจบคือน้ำตา และรักที่ยังไม่เคยจางหาย
The finale is the tears, but love is never faded

แม้ว่าวันนี้เธอจะอยู่แสนไกล
Even though today you are so far away
แต่ความทรงจำดีๆนั้นไม่เคยจางหาย
But the good memories that we shared, will never fade
ตราบที่ดาวเต็มฟ้าเธอยังคงวนเวียนในหัวใจ
As long as the stars still filled the sky, you will always be in my heart
หลับให้สบายสักวันคงพบกัน สุดที่รัก
Sleep well, one day we will meet again, my dear.

(retrospect)

Saturday, April 2, 2011

R.I.P Tam Lak

I received news about a fellow Rotarian who passed away in the morning of 2nd April. Although I only knew him for few months, I know that he was an incredible person, who had been actively helping the community through a lot of projects, with the significant one being the distribution of aids to people during the Kedah flood last year, that got him a new name, Mr. Jacob.


His passing is a great loss to Rotary Club Alor Star. He may not be with us anymore, but his name will live on forever. RIP Tam Lak.

Friday, March 25, 2011

I Hate Sotong!!!


F U, sotong!!

Tuesday, February 15, 2011

What's up, doc?


I wanted to open the door, but I was so so scared of getting hurt.

I ended up closing the door again.

Guess I'm just a coward after all.