Tuesday, February 14, 2012

If I get too weak, you'll hold me close...

It’s Valentine’s Day and my mom just told me a love story.

No… Not about her and her bf.

It’s Tan Sri Eusoffe Abdoolcader. A lot might know him for 1988 judicial crisis. Read it on Wikipedia if you want to know about the crisis. Politic/Justice/Shit/Etc

Not much info can be found on the net about the late Tan Sri. Tan Sri was born on September 18, 1924 , studied in Penang Free School, graduated with first class honours in LLB from University College, London.

My mom told me that his wife was a Malaysian Chinese and they conversed with each other in Bahasa Melayu or Chinese because his wife didn’t know English.

The marriage between Tan Sri and Mdm Haseena wasn’t Mdm’s first, but he loved her so so much that he became devastated when she passed away in 1993. My mom said her death was probably due to tongue cancer.

Mom said that he wrote poems for her and published them in the newspapers until his death. From the internet resources, it is said that on every anniversary of her death, he took full-page ads, and dedicated his love to her in poems written in Latin, together with English translations.

Now, I was wondering why he knew Latin, the dead language... And it turned out that, the late Tan Sri learned the language to study Justinian Law.

So, every year, he would publish the love poem he wrote for her in national newspapers.

Ever since her death, he had been profoundly depressed and finally committed suicide on January 11, 1996.

RIP

























Tan Sri Dato' Dr. Eusoffe Abdoolcader
18 September 1924 - 11 January 1996

These are the only two poems of his, I could find online.

"My love, Light of my Life!
I think of thee in silence
And often speak thine name:
All I have are memories
And photos in a frame;
To thy resting-place I wander
To place roses with love and care::
But no one can know the heartache
As I turn and leave thee there;
No monument can stand more stalwart
Than the everlasting love we share,
let’s then rejoice and ever bear in mind
That such a bond surely makes us but
one of a kind.”

From the comment in Desiderata’s blog:

"My dearest darling, half of soul, light of my life and jewel of all wives..

I think of thee, of thee and yet of thee,
like thee there never yet can ever be..thine two intoxicating eyes i miss, and thy cheeks and lips i used to kiss..

If Helen of Troy were clad in the beauty of thousand stars, then thou gentle as evening air art in mine eyes, as shine the moon among the lesser fires,

Of all the queens that ever lived, I chose thee to rule me, mine very own Haseena , my one and only, to the very marrow thou will see I love ye,

O' how in the world am I to live without thee?"

While searching for more info, saw an interesting comment in LimKitSiang blog,

#17 by Jeffrey on Tuesday, 23 October 2007 - 12:40 pm

Justice Eusoffe Abdoolcader was a different kettle of fish.

Extremely learned and wide read in law with razor sharp brain and a tongue to match – he terrified lesser beings. Even senior lawyers got ticked off. There was a joke making rounds whenever Eusoffe was to sit to hear a case. Besides law reports, bring along the English, Law and Latin dictionaries, just in case one needed to refer. Eusoffe (1st class honours in law and conferred honour of citizen of London in his 20s) was editor of Malayan Law Journals and hence had access to the latest cases decided fresh in London. He would just flash a copy of these cases and ask the lawyers, “you know about this case? I have photostated one for your continuous legal education!"

We don’t get this kind of judges anymore.
Source:
1. In Memory of ...
2. Eusoffe Abdoolcader
3. The Justice Eusoffe Abdoolcader Medal Essay Writing Competition
4. Desiderata’s Blogspot
5. Tan Sri Dato' Gunn Chit Tuan
6. Ahmad Fairuz’ unproductive record as CJ in writing judgments
7. Tribute to the Hopeless Romantic
Digest the lyrics. Sweet. ♥ RJA

Tuesday, January 31, 2012

Loser Lullaby



Days go by, and I still remain the same
I sit here and cry, while i eagerly keep wondering

Why you had to go? Why you'd hurt me so?
I can't sit here and wait cuz I know that
You won't be coming home

I know I've done you wrong,
but I've told you that I'm sorry
and it's been so long,
I don't think I can go on

Am I not good enough? I know it's all so tough
I can't ask for one last chance cuz I know
that you won't be coming home

I guess this is the end, there's no use of crying
and I'll try to forget all the things that ever happened
But still I love you so, I wish I could let go

So I'll wave you goodbye and my only friend is this lullaby



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Friday, October 28, 2011

Friday, October 7, 2011

My Little Girl Crush


Want to know my little secret?
*wink*

I have a girl crush on this girl.

























It's Vanessa Hudgens.

Before you go hoo-haa whether I have turned into gay (not to say that it's wrong to be happy), let's define what is "Girl Crush".

Feelings of admiration and adoration which a girl has for another girl, without wanting to shag said girl. A nonsexual attraction, usually based on veneration at some level.
Urban Dic

Before this, I just saw her as another Disney actress. But after I watched HSM borrowed from my ex, I could see that this girl is pretty cute. Then I watched HSM 2 and continued with HSM 3, I was quite impressed (by her beauty), especially in this part:





Then whenever there are films by Baby V, I'll watch.
E.g: Bandslam (Aly Michalka's singing is g.o.o.d good);
Beastly (Alex Pettyfer is so so cool. Arghhhhh!);
and the sucky Sucker Punch (I can't believe that was the girl in A Series of Unfortunate Events. She looks like an AV star in this film).

Besides her, my long time girl crush is Kristin Kreuk. I dragged my mom to go watch Chun Li with me just because of her. :D

















I really want Lana Lang and Lex Luthor to be together.
Lexana anyone
?

Wednesday, October 5, 2011

Window Live Spaces









I was sad because Spaces was no longer exist and I lost all my old entries there. Those entries hold quite a value for me because they were quotes and the thought that I felt at that moment. Whenever I was angry, pissed-off, emo, heart-broken, I would write those feelings there.







And I don't think I receive any notice to move the content to WordPress. :( Maybe it was in my junk mail.

Maybe it is a sign for me to forget the pasts, and start anew.

Doubt

Is it the right thing to do?
Is it the right choice?
Is it even the right time?
Is this what I want my life to be?
Am I ready? Mentally? "Heartally"?
I am doubting myself... I am such an asshole.

A father with NO OTHER WOMAN

saw this comment here.