My Little Girl Crush

Want to know my little secret? *wink*

I have a girl crush on this girl.

























It's Vanessa Hudgens.

Before you go hoo-haa whether I have turned into gay (not to say that it's wrong to be happy), let's define what is "Girl Crush".

Feelings of admiration and adoration which a girl has for another girl, without wanting to shag said girl. A nonsexual attraction, usually based on veneration at some level.
Urban Dic

Before this, I just saw her as another Disney actress. But after I watched HSM borrowed from my ex, I could see that this girl is pretty cute. Then I watched HSM 2 and continued with HSM 3, I was quite impressed (by her beauty), especially in this part:





Then whenever there are films by Baby V, I'll watch.
E.g: Bandslam (Aly Michalka's singing is g.o.o.d good);
Beastly (Alex Pettyfer is so so cool. Arghhhhh!);
and the sucky Sucker Punch (I can't believe that was the girl in A Series of Unfortunate Events. She looks like an AV star in this film).

Besides her, my long time girl crush is Kristin Kreuk. I dragged my mom to go watch Chun Li with me just because of her. :D

















I really want Lana Lang and Lex Luthor to be together.
Lexana anyone?

Window Live Spaces

I was sad because Spaces was no longer exist and I lost all my old entries there. Those entries hold quite a value for me because they were quotes and the thought that I felt at that moment. Whenever I was angry, pissed-off, emo, heart-broken, I would write those feelings there.







And I don't think I receive any notice to move the content to WordPress. :( Maybe it was in my junk mail.

Maybe it is a sign for me to forget the pasts, and start anew.

Doubt

Is it the right thing to do?
Is it the right choice?
Is it even the right time?
Is this what I want my life to be?
Am I ready? Mentally? "Heartally"?
I am doubting myself... I am such an asshole.

A father with NO OTHER WOMAN

saw this comment here.

Escape

Sometimes (Most of the time) I feel like running away to a place where nobody knows me.
Far far away...

When you want the thing that you wanted not to want you...

As per title...

In 2006, I was so so disappointed I was accepted to do my degree in UUM, which is so hulu; instead of UM, UKM, UPM, USM...

In 2011, I am so so disappointed I wasn't accepted to do my master in UUM, which is so so near to my house I can travel back everyday, hence saving the accommodation and makan money. Instead, I was accepted to do my postgrad degree "oversea".

Well, whatever. 18 months is very short.

ROCK!!

and

PURPLE

is the new

BLACK

yo!~

730

I am not afraid of death
since the day you left
Coz I know when I am having my last breath
We'll be having a fest :)

-Phei-
730 days since you left

I miss you. Too much. So much. Very much. Every moment. Every day.